Ok, so I lied. Obviously. I PROMISED I would update this more often...and that was almost a year ago. Oops. My bad!
So, things have been really up and down lately. Lately? No...I guess things have been pretty much up and down my whole life. So nothing is really new....guess I don't need to update after all!
The end.
No, seriously though. Life is still crazy as ever. Josh really didn't appreciate me blogging about anything that had to do with him and it's really hard to share my life with others without including him. Since he is such a big part of my life. So, I just have to be careful about not mentioning super personal stuff about him.
Or find a way so he can't ever read this!!
So, I did finally find a job and I have been there for about 9 1/2 months now. I hate the job really but the money is okay so I will keep it until something better comes along. Or until I snap and hang myself in a closet or shoot the place up.
The kids are still a handful. They all still have "challenges" that we have to deal with. Skylar hasn't been hospitalized in over a year, though....YAY! I know that sounds really bad. There is some woman out there reading this thinking I am the worst mom ever. "Oh, so your kid hasn't gone nuts and had to be locked up for her own safety? Gee way to go SUPERWOMAN!" Well, you know what I would like to say to those judgmental beotches? F*@K YOU! Walk a mile in my shoes and then we can talk.
Sorry, I started to slide off on a tangent there. Been dealing with lots of judgmental people and criticism over the past year. It gets so old. I wish people could understand mental illness better. God, that would make my life so much easier.
Anyhow...Let's see..what else can I update about. Oh, in addition to my job working at a department store (at the mall!) I also joined a direct sales company called Paparazzi. I sell accessories and I FRIGGIN LOVE IT!! I really wish I could win a gazillion dollars so I could quit my day job and then just do this allll the time. But dreams just don't ever come true, do they? No. They don't. Remember that kids. If you dream a little dream then you are just kidding yourself!! You have to get out and get a REAL JOB if you want to eat. Or just become a hooker or sell crack. That would work too.
I am tired. I wanted to update in case anyone actually cared. I would promise I will update more often but you all know I am a big fat liar so I will just say that I will TRY to update more often :)
